Love is Irony, Love is Agony
I’ll always love you, but the person you are has to do with why we were together, and why we aren’t together.
Text, Picture, and Sound Adventures
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2012-05-19
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2012-05-18
[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]Gerber Baby
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I wish you people would grow up
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Gooby pls (Taken with instagram)
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2012-05-17
[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]To much Meshuggah
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2012-05-16
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2012-05-14
May Fourteenth
One day I am going to die, but not now and not soon. I used to say that I could die happy. Not yet. I almost died.
It wasn’t a very busy weekend. Friday was so dead that Greg was sent home but instead of going home he stayed at the bar to help Heather at the tub for a tip out because he was broke. He sat around and drank, by the end of the night he was completely done. I can’t believe how much that guy can take and still walk and talk to me. That goes for all of my co workers. Mandy got fired. She didn’t count how many shots she was supposed to sell before she started her shift and drank more than she sold altogether. Curtis was trying to help her but then she started being disrespectful. She left and everyone started asking Curtis what happened. I was in the kitchen with them when it happened so he kept explaining and saying even ask Sterling. I was too nice to say anything against anyone. I left with Greg at 6 am and he stumbled the whole way home and showed me his new place on the way. His dad owns a building one block closer to Broadway and he’s moving into it with Dylan in 2 months. It’s a very nice tipi like place on the second floor. He went home and I went for a walk to the River, It was cold and sunny out. Went home and slept at 11 am. I got up at 6 pm for Saturday and basically went straight to work at 10. It wasn’t busy again, I sat down for most of my shift. I was on the floor and went to go and grab some empties and I bumped into Gabbi.
I asked her what she was doing and she was with her friend Franz drinking. She was kinda drunk. I went about my job and I could feel my heart and my stomache sink. I had to breathe. I saw her and she saw me and I couldn’t help but talk to her so I went and saw her and asked to talk to her outside. I didn’t know what to say I just had to talk. We went for a small walk around the block, I didn’t want to go back to work I felt like I needed to talk to her more. I asked her to stay and she did. After work we went to my place and we talked for hours, just like old times. I haven’t had a friend like that in so long. I couldn’t help but hold her, I haven’t felt that in a long time and it was unexplainable. I knew it would hurt but I felt something and that it was worth it. I really enjoyed myself and she did too. I missed her. I was supposed to jam at 12 pm but I didn’t get any calls or texts from Tristan or Justin so I had assumed we weren’t. So me and Gabbi spent some of our day together walking. We went to get some Ice cream on Broadway and we waited for her jam at her church. She couldn’t get ahold of Eric and Ryley so she decided to go and see them at Ryley’s. We kissed and hugged once more and went our own ways. I couldn’t help but watch her walk away.
I went to Safeway to pick up flowers and a card for my Mom and Danelle was working. We talked a bit about Jorin and Justin, she hasn’t seen those guys in awhile. I even saw Amber and she was the doing the same as always. I grabbed a Purple Orchid and Danelle wrapped it and I headed to my Moms.
She was just heading out to Best Buy for some wireless phones. I gave her the flowers and card before she left and I mowed the lawn. Dad has a new Lawn mower so I was pretty stoked to do it with something more convenient. Mom got back and I was already done, she gave me a ride home and bought me a Booster Juice. I had to shower because there was dirt and dust all over me. Ate and watched some more Dragon Ball Z.
I got up at 6 am and continued. Went to drop off Sasktel Max TV receivers downtown and walked around for a bit. I went to SIIT and thought maybe my Mom would be in her office but she’s done work til’ Fall. I was leaving the mall and bumped into Lisa, Carolyn, and Mario. Completely ignored Lisa and Carolyn and me and Mario went to eat at the food court.
He said he wanted to apply at the Colonial Offsale so we finished and walked. He went to apply and my Mom had texted me earlier that Oli was at her house so I went to see him. I missed him. Mario came to my Moms and played with Oli and Justice. I said bye to Oli and Me and Mario left home.
On the way we stopped at the Colonial Offsale again but this time to buy some Beer. I noticed on the Debit machines at the till my stickers for passing Tip options are still on them. I went to say Hi to Ryan and introduced him to Mario. He went for a smoke and we talked about Curtis and his temper and other jobs in the industry. He reminded me that Gabbi stopped in on Thursday and got drunk. She’s crazy when she’s drunk.
I’m exhausted and lonely.
Glossary:
Franz; is Gabbi’ co-worker from Manhattan. She seems to like Gabbi compared to her other co-workers and looks out for her. Tall ish German from what I saw.
Eric; is Gabbi’s brother. Mid sized, musically inclined. We’re into a lot of the same things and have had talks about being in a band. I haven’t seen him in awhile because of the fact that he’s Gabbi’s brother. He’s in a band with Gabbi and Ryley called They Wander. He plays Guitar and Programs for what I know. He lives with Ryley also and works at Starbucks.
Ryley; is Eric and Gabbi’ friend. He also plays Guitar and sings in a band called We Are.
Danelle; is my old co-worker from Safeway. Tall-ish blonde white girl. She’s kinda ditzy but she’s interesting, she dates Jason and works as a Florist. She used to be a Cashier when I was a Food Clerk.
Jason; dates Danelle. Average native with an Afro, He almost looks black. He’s brothers with Jason.
Jorin; is my good friend whom I haven’t seen in awhile. Bigger funny guy, we used to be closer but we’re on and off about hanging out. I used to work with him at Safeway and that’s where I met him. He’s a very real guy and I appreciate what he does for those who matter to him. He hangs out with Holland and Justin often.
Holland; is my old co worker and also good friend. He’s big tough punk guy that dresses like a gangster. He’s been stabbed in the stomache with a Machete after getting into some stuff and no longer bothers with that gang related part of his old self. He likes to get really drunk and say what he feels.
Justin; is Jorins very old friend and also good friend of mine. Small native guy who drinks extremely casually with Holland and Jorin. His favorite band is Korn. I often see Jason at least once every month anywhere at any given time.
Amber; is and old co-worker. Small native girl. She seems very nervous when I talk to her but it’s hard to tell, She’s quiet and shy.
Lisa; is my ex and mother of my son Oli.
Carolyn; is Lisa’s sister.
Oli; is my one and only Son. He’s almost 3 years old. I don’t see him much because his Mom doesn’t communicate with me and I work a lot of nights when he is available to go to my Moms house. He likes Spider-Man and Cars and Toy Story and all that kid stuff. He also likes to use my iPhone and my Moms Android also, he knows how to play games on them and knows how to use a Computer too apparently. He talks very well for his age.
Justice; is my little brother. He’s 3 and a half and he’s a very hyper kid. He likes Cars and doesn’t eat much. He broke his elbow somehow, he’s rough. He’s just like my Dad.
Ryan; is my old co-worker and Bartender from The Copper Mug. He’s into Government Conspiracies and very Against the Machine type. He doesn’t do anything about it he just enjoys the truth. He talks a lot and he’s transparently awkward. He says he knows Curtis and has been fired from him twice at different bars.
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I got hugged today and it made me sad but not as sad
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